Dark Night

Walking through spiritual darkness, letting go of attachment, and trusting love when sight and certainty are gone.

Saint John of the Cross was a Spanish Carmelite friar and poet who lived in 16th-century Spain. Long before his spiritual writings were studied, he expressed his deepest experiences of God through poetry, written in his native Spanish and shaped by prayer, silence, and suffering.

“Dark Night” is one of his most well-known poems, later translated into English. It reflects the inner journey of detachment—the quiet letting go of comfort, certainty, and even spiritual consolation. The darkness he writes about is not despair, but trust. A passage where love moves forward without relying on sight or feeling.

Dark Night
by Saint John of the Cross

On a dark night,
fired with love’s urgent longings—
ah, the sheer grace!—
I went out unseen,
my house being now all still.

In darkness and secure,
by the secret ladder, disguised—
ah, the sheer grace!—
in darkness and hidden,
my house being now all still.

In that happy night,
in secret, for no one saw me,
nor did I look at anything,
with no other light or guide
than the one that burned in my heart.

This light guided me
more surely than the noon-day sun
to where He waited for me—
Him I knew so well—
in a place where no one else appeared.

O night that guided me,
O night more lovely than the dawn,
O night that joined
Beloved with lover,
lover transformed in the Beloved.

Upon my flowering breast,
which I kept wholly for Him alone,
there He lay sleeping,
and I caressed Him,
and the breeze from the fanning cedars refreshed Him.

As I fanned Him,
with my hand upon His neck,
the breeze blew from the turret,
and as He felt it,
He slept peacefully, and I remained lost.

I stayed and forgot myself,
my face resting on the Beloved.
All things ceased.
I left myself behind,
forgotten among the lilies.

⌨ ᴛʸᵖⁱⁿᵍ ᴏᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʙˡᵘᵉ ᵈᵃʳᵉᵐ ᵐᵘˢⁱᶜ ᵇˡᵒᵍ

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Saint Maria Maravillas of Jesus—Building Peace in Hard Times

A Carmelite who built places of peace during Spain’s hardest years, choosing steady love over fear.

Maria Maravillas was born in Madrid in 1891. She grew up in a family that cared deeply for people in need, so she learned early what it meant to help quietly and consistently. As she grew older, she felt a strong desire to give her whole life to God. That path led her to join the Discalced Carmelites, a community known for prayer, simplicity, and a life hidden from the noise of the world.

In the 1920s, she founded a new Carmelite monastery at Cerro de los Angeles, the geographic center of Spain. It wasn’t an easy time. Political tensions were rising, and religious communities often faced danger. But she pushed through the obstacles with steady courage. Her goal was simple: create a place where people could pray, heal, and find hope again.

During the Spanish Civil War, her community had to leave the monastery for safety. Instead of slowing down, she opened more communities in different parts of Spain and even beyond. She believed that when people are surrounded by prayer and unity, they can survive any crisis.

Those who lived with her said she was gentle, funny in small moments, and very firm when it came to faith. She guided her sisters with a motherly heart. She reminded them that holiness isn’t about grand actions. It’s about choosing love every day, quietly and with a sincere heart.

She died in 1974, after a long life spent helping others draw closer to God. Today, Saint Maria Maravillas of Jesus is remembered as someone who built communities of peace in a time of fear. People still look back at the strength she left behind: a life centered on prayer can transform even the hardest places.

⌨ ᴛʸᵖⁱⁿᵍ ᴏᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʙˡᵘᵉ ᵈᵃʳᵉᵐ ᵐᵘˢⁱᶜ ᵇˡᵒᵍ

Merely Christmas • Darem Placer
Out this season on Bandcamp.